We always seem to be arguing or fighting....
should we stay together then?
idk anymore....
i cry almost daily cuz im so stupid...get him mad at me...and i cry over it...stupid emotions...

like just a bit ago....someone posted a toipc on gaia....he made a bad face and noises at the name.....

so while i was reading it he played with my visiting cousin. (same age as me)

{btw is it normal for ur boyfriend to throw things down ur femlae cousin same age as u's shirt? thats what they were playing....in the shirt back forth between eachother...thats why i was jealous....}

so her dad came upstairs and said nighttime.... he went down stairs and i had to say goodnight to him to even get him to say it to me....and he didnt hug me or kiss me or anything.....his excuse when i made a face of protest was i didnt want him to see what i was reading...and i said i didnt care he just didnt seem to like the name of the topic when he saw it earlier...

Now everyones asleep and im sitting on my bed struggling to see what i type as i cry my eyes out.................